Just wanted to say HI to you all and have a fantastic time at GYC---I wish I was there--*sniff*...  I know someday I'll meet up with you all again and hopefully SOONER than later. =) I miss u and i'm prayin for you....please pray for me. *tough times*, but what's expected....oh well.

+hugs+ to all of you!!!!

To all the inspiring people of my life that fill the air with laughter and entertaining chat....its with much pleasure that I finally take a breath and sit in this nice office chair to type away a few words of affirmation that i'm still alive. ok ok...well, with the stresses of life and the piles of paper around me, I thought I was going to suffocate there for a minute....or 2...but i'm here-almost.  I've learned alot in the past few days, weeks and months for that fact. There's just too much on my plate--literally....I can't eat all that work on there, its heaped too high and it got mixed in to my family. Who likes eating mixed stuff?? that's like mixing spinach with ice cream--they just don't go together. <gag>.  Alright, well you know the sum of it...too much work, too little time to enjoy family.  I think I miss that the most. I didn't think life was supposed to be this way--after all, I'm not going to college like I should be, but yet i'm working like a full-time career woman anyhow. 

But hey, the holidays are coming up real soon and that's something really good to look forward to, especially since its Brandon's first Christmas.  He's grown up so much and acts so silly sometimes I just have to look at him and laugh. Just the other morning I woke him up and he had barely opened his eyes and he had a grin on his face and started clapping. He makes my heart smile. wow.....